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It is so hard for me to stay ahead in school now. I am so busy with work all the time and just being sick and tired all the time I’m struggling everywhere. I have like two tests I need to take and a paper to write and more homework. I just don’t know how I am going to keep up. Hopefully I can make passing grades to get me by this semester and try to get my job to work more around my school. I just feel so behind. And it sucks because I never used to be behind. It seems like my crap run of luck lately is taking its toll on work and school. But things always get better. I have to go to court on Friday with my dad next week because my mom cannot keep her hands off of my dad’s money. Ridiculous. I don’t even want to be in the middle of this. I know dad is going to get his ass handed to him and his wallet emptied but with the lawyers in this town they just help steal it. So much stress! Never this much stress before! It really rings true what dad says, “Don’t be in a hurry to grow up.” No kidding! I don’t understand how he does it. He works for 12 hour shifts in a freezer loading cheese for goodness sakes. It would get so cold and your body would have to be so sore from repetitively throwing that many boxes of cheese. It makes me look like a big wimp for thinking housekeeping is hard. I just wish I could find something that I enjoyed doing but that is why it is called a job and not a hobby. I had an idea though. I could make cheesecakes and sell them. My sister’s boyfriend is a chef at Nonnah’s in Springfield and she said that they have one woman that makes all of their cheesecakes. She said that if I got the recipe down perfect and took some into a restaurant that most of the time they respect you for your effort and will give you a job or take you under their wing. I may try to peddle them at Blue Top now that I work there. It is worth a try.